le journal de la vie ♥

2010-07-11T15:08:00.001+07:00

Life.

is about the future, we don't look at someone pass when we are in love with h. because people do mistake and i dare to bet that most of the people in the world ever did a mistake. We should be grateful to have a people that tell you what's wrong and corrected us. we can't blame on that person or mad w them or else we should thankful that G. has sent someone for being our guardian angel which trying to brighten up our day and wake us up from a nightmare.

introspection
is the word that everyone needed and it takes time to complete it.

I don't want to walk on this earth

If I gotta do it solo

2010-06-28T20:20:00.001+07:00

so in love with this song <3

2010-06-28T19:00:00.002+07:00

Mom had came back from her very short trip, she arrived on couple days before i post in this blog.
when she first arrived on 8.30pm me and bro grab her huge hand carry bags and i looked inside there i found my first order, MOS burger w.o.w i just grab and ate it! she bought many foods Old Chang Kee, and ten BK's burgers which ordered from my coussiess.

after mom threw out all her dirt stuff for laundry, she shows me what she bought and my stuff like so many of them and i just try them on and feels like want to give a enormous kisses and hugged <3

when you know the best part of your life is
a family
you gotta appreciate it
so much

heart words

2010-06-22T18:38:00.003+07:00

mom was in singapore for a couple days for bank things i miss her so much and make me realize that having her surrounding me is so grateful, maybe i probably can do anything i like but i just feels like having her around me is much more convenient <3

anyway, i just realize that loving someone is not that happy than being loved by someone honestly its based on survey, from ten couples nine of them said so.

What am I supposed to do
when the best part of me was
always you

2010-06-14T20:44:00.003+07:00

woke up from dreaming
i was hoping it was not an ordinary dreams
i hopes it will meant something
to me
i walked on the pass
which is really far away from my reality now
but i believe
God
loves me
he must given a strength to go through toughness
that i felt

mistakes in the pass
rolling around my neck
hard for me to breath without your forgiveness
your kisses wakes my nightmare
your hugged makes me warm as always in past years
<3

...

2010-03-28T15:58:00.003+07:00

hope this moment will last forever
when im with you
i feel everything is gna be alright
i have no doubt
feels like you are giving me a shelter

dear you,
imissyou so much,
i has no way to express it to show you
i can only
do certain usual thing
because im an ordinary girl

but deep inside my heart,

i heart you
&
misses you

woke up from deep sleep

2010-03-23T23:06:00.005+07:00

a tough day to go through
feels like everything i did was wrong
i do not have direction
all i have to do is wishing the best for you

life is tough
reality is hurt

the reality i should face is you are not longer belongs to me
you have your own way to walk and same as me
and "x" just can wish you to have a better life

t e a r s

pleasant eveng

2010-03-22T20:25:00.004+07:00

v o i c e n o t e
♥ ♥ ♥

suprisingly, all my sister record a voicenote for me,they mention their name one by one, then they shout miss ci jessie so muchhhhhh !!!
and
after i listen their voicenote feels like there is a fire burning in my eyes,
:"(

so i reply their voicenote too

your voice brought me to heaven, you had cure all my sicknesses
i remember
all the moments we been through when there was no way to walk
we hold hand then to find the way out
together
final words to say
miss you sisters

c'est genial jour ♥

2010-03-21T22:49:00.008+07:00

perfect evening

a words to describe today activity

frankly, we arent plan for going out, its really last minute while me and ny have no ride for today, ny told us on 3 noon tht she has no ride, while me still havent take a bath yet still rolling on the bed same as ny.
on 5 or 6 evening aida came to ny house and wake her up from her laziness blah blah..
then second destination house of mine,
jump to her ride
here is the journey begin♥
we went to cmbridge for shopping as usual i bought new bracelet its gorgeous three of us like it, but seems like im the one who was finding bracelet bracelet! so finally words, i bought it.
ny bought two shirts which is gorgeous of course (y)
then we kindo thristy so we drop our ass on jco sofa, yogurt, doughnuts, and ice lemon tea so we are comfy now,
me and ny's sis name melisaaa cravings on sushi tei ♥
after few photos taken
we off from cambridge to sushi tei
ohh, its crowd of human there,, so the waitress bring us to second storey, be seated and we call our favourite menuuu, mind if i mention? carefull mouth watering* tuna salad cripy with xtra mentayakii, salmon sashimi, eel, crabs with mentaiyaki on top ... blah blah, its really a lotttt guys.
eat ate eaten
photos againagainagainagain ♥
here is some to share :
here is my favourite
♥♥♥
madnessesssssss in the car
some to shareee :

our togetherness is the key of happiness

benoit day

2010-02-18T22:12:00.004+07:00

Bon Anniversaire

Benny

just back from dinner with aida, helny, melissa, benny and hong
its benny's dinner we called it
l a u g h
great night! i assume it
drumstick limited edition and huge headset
hopes he like it, l a u g h i n g
he is officially twenty now,,,
left me and aida and hong

tonight fine food!
salmon with lemon sauce as my dinner with strawberry juice
yay! its delightful
thanks Ben

-we all best friends forever ♥-
HBD
BUDDY

really pissed off!

2010-02-17T17:51:00.007+07:00

finally im done with those stupid problems!
i dun care my grammar mistake or anything i wrote here!
ths is based from my emotion!!!
please excuse me!

the story begin, sounds stupid but yet ths is the truth from the world i face guys!
omfg! can you guys imagine all the words, things you have or you created being stolen from someone ... its fking annoying!
someone tht gad stolen your words or things then use it in front of you like its based on her own! wht do you guys feel? bfore tht ths thing often happened with the same prson of course. but why i calm till today? there are many factors.. seriously,,
i let her won my games for first second thirth and forth but the fifth im sorry! im jst a normal human being which has dignity and body tempeterature!

warns before?
yes of course, i have brain to think guys not like her* i warned her many times before talked damn polite words guys, everytime when the war began she jst scold me animals, bitch and so on tht is all her words, while im using human words without any bad words *omg! if i can turned bck times i will not do tht, not bcuz im not willing to do tht but its jst useless guys" yess,, i warn her too for not to use evil words but the result? as you guys can guess i get scolded even rougher.

quotes are useless sometimes!
told few prson around me wish she can changed so we still can be friends, yeaa yeaa its useless (N) sad? of course not! i believe the quote " its easy to have foe than friends " but this quote really cant tolerante when its faced her, idk why too!

the fact!
i just misses my past me Jessica Chandra, who fierce like wolf and did all the things i wanted to if i were mypast now i cnt bear till like ths yes assure!

confession!
i was trying to tell her bf our story, but.. yea, its useless guys i've been tried so many ways to still keep my relationships with her, but all is useless isiit she is too young for ths? my opinion: ths is not the best reason guys she in immature, "ppl learns from mistakes" i guess she knw her mistakes, but its useless when you knw but not thry to be better! right?
i tell my best best ... friend, he cnt help me much too, s i g h isiit he is too mature? wnt me t think maturer? non of his business? idk either, but i thank him he kindo best listener for me (Y)

i spoke france?
wow, i spoke france? she spokes germany and spanish to shows her ability, wkwkwkwkaaa..
if i doesnt use france, she doesnt too. wow!
GOOD DOG then,,,
i wish becky has ths ability too guys :D

twitter
yea, i dont play twitter anymore bcause of.. yea, she keeps follow me everything i post, i wrote she did the same. omfg! please god!

ACTUALLY there still many more but im jst dun wna type more dun wana waste my energy for ths stupid things (N)

i adore her act!
wow, she really GOOD in acting guys! you guys cnt won her, even you re actress in telenovela guys, you LOSE!

TODAY, i really angry and my temperature really raise to hundred celcious i post to my bbm pm yea, scolded her cuz she start saying me bitch in twitter, wohooo! WHY POST IN TWITTER? BBM LAAA. LET YOU LOVELY BOY SEE WHT YOU DID! since you boy called me to STEP BACK!
i really post everything tht i have in my brain! really ALL of them! ppl who are in my contact will knw it! i post the capslock words above here too.
i really realllyyyy get crazy to face ths kind of prson!

survey result!
i asked 10prson the result nine of them will did the same thing as wht i did.
i think im not psycho.

-byesssss-

better lose a friend rather than keep giving you a problems
trouble is a friend
its you

have no idea about the title

2010-01-12T22:17:00.002+07:00

lately,
im
unemplyoment
getting fatter**
wakes up noon
sleep morning
eat fries
chips
♥

recently life
is kindo bored
luckily, i have someone tht accompanied me
evrytime when feel lonely
thankyou
♥

NO!
university
activity
longer productive like before
essay
assignment
TT
its really
B O R E D

Playing in Itunes
Katy Perry - Thinking of you ♥

back

2010-01-04T21:33:00.002+07:00

twelve days travelling around
tiring yet fun
cause its worth
my luggage almost overloaded
thanks god
it wsnt happen

hola!
2010

holidayyy yay!!!

2009-12-21T11:31:00.001+07:00

will be off to holidayyyss for 12 dayss.
see youuuu
xoxo

final testtttt !!!

2009-12-15T23:31:00.002+07:00

my wish : i wish get A for all my subject and my total score encourage me to take the additional subjects for semester two :) so i can gradurate faster :D

magnificent night!!

2009-12-12T10:57:00.001+07:00

Birthday cake from them

my born day

2009-12-09T21:34:00.004+07:00

Nineteen years ago an angel born to this world name Jessica Chandra, ( he told me)
today im defenitely nineteen years old! turning bck my heads waving my hands to eighteen years old me! Now im nineteen i should grow maturer, smarter, sexier, more sophicticated, bla.. bla..

The birthday girl highlights !

first of all, 12 am midnight somebody give me a call and say HBD to me :)
messages and bbm ringing alert continuously :D
busy replying thier BD greeting in fb.
received several present, all are lovely guys THANKS :)
noodles and egg as my breakfast for today.
then, Becky give me a thousand kiss today :*
and last, i have a romantic walks around my house :)

~Happy ending~

2009-12-07T13:29:00.001+07:00

the truth is ugly!!!

tick tock

2009-12-06T22:58:00.005+07:00

♥ Today highlights ♥

homeworks!
Indonesia cuisine for lunch.
walks at mall.
Sushi tei.
watch futsal.

♥ WEDNESDAY ♥
you're coming :) yay!!!
cups.cups

in new month

2009-12-04T13:09:00.004+07:00

yestrday i watched
there is one scene that i like the most
cant wait to watch the third one :)
Bells gonna be one of 'em, im happy!
this whole movie gonna end up Happy ending!
.i like it.

not so good

2009-11-28T23:54:00.005+07:00

urghh!
ugly pimple almost ruin my day :(
luckily not totally,
still have some to enjoy it
lovesss

super day

2009-11-26T22:15:00.004+07:00

lovess today damn muchh :) i wish i can stop the clock and only us are moving around :) today highlights:

Lunch after uni :)
Beach after the lunch :D

super dayyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!
in the car :)

two weeks

2009-11-23T23:52:00.002+07:00

frankly, nothing to post here
since im free today and have mood to post anything here,just post it :)

counting days turning nineteen :)
bubyeee eighteen :)

hope nineteen everything will be going great :)

xoxo,

bird in golden cage

2009-11-14T21:51:00.006+07:00

its about mylife, everybody dont understand i guess :(
just wanna write 'em make me feel better :(

they treat me like a princess, i dont want this kind of life i want freedom!
i cant do everything they just to scared to face the truth :( they is happy to see m here with 'em, but they dont really undrstand me myheart mysoul! as long as she is happy is enough, damnsh*t! m old enough to rule myself i guess m turning 20 not 17 y.o who girl finding way to walk!!! i should have a freedom!

i really wish he and she trust me!!! i wont do stupid things, m mature enough to think what should i do!!!

*** slaping myself.
really need a comfy shoulder to cry on :(

superb cravings on

2009-11-10T21:12:00.006+07:00

salvatore ferragamo flats♥Louis Vuitton monogram Vernis Wilshire boulevard
chloe parfume♥, really fall with it!
rose scent, i fall from the first time i smell it at paragoon Singapore :]
TWO THUMBS !!!
LOVE this one too :]

speak out !!!

2009-11-10T14:26:00.004+07:00

today is amazing !!!
finished all my assignment !!!
all my score perfect for this term, yay!!! speak out >> IM SO HAPPY !!!

gtg watch my GG season three D first, thaaa :b
my baby beckyy, lovee herrr damn muchhh :))
♥♥♥♥♥

counting my day

2009-11-09T16:11:00.002+07:00

today is nine of november two thousand and nine, cool !!!
yay! counting my day Nine of December is just one month ahead :] BIG SMILE !!!

m thinking how he gonna manage to make me happy that night ??
*just see what he'll do :)

the things that i want just :

wanna be like princess that night,
not a huge party crowded by thousand or hundred peoples, just 'em only like him, ooppss!!!*i cant mention here :b
surrounding by thousand white roses,
VIP dinner room for 'em accompany by roses scent,
my handmade cupycakessss :)
thinking of having oriental dinner, since Aida did the france style already !
everybody wear white.

hopes
♥ he will bring something special that night :)

party

2009-11-08T22:37:00.004+07:00

whoa!
i just had a perfectos dinner today, thanks to calista love the dinner so much! we had a toast today, red wine! and france style dine ♥
C'est genial !!!

feels like LOVE my ladies more and more !!!
C'est tres bien !!!